SQShowSquad
CalendarSign inJoin
Surviving Mormonism with Heather Gay
RELEASED·SERIES·EN

Surviving Mormonism with Heather Gay

Tue, Nov 11, 2025
  • Reality
Series · Synopsis

Synopsis

Heather Gay explores the secrets and sins behind the Mormon church, fracturing the church's seemingly perfect veneer to expose the secrets that have been kept behind closed doors. Heather has impactful conversations with abuse survivors, ex-Mormons and former LDS church leaders.

Trailer

Watch the trailer

Where to watch

Streaming on

  • Peacock Premium↗
  • Peacock Premium Plus↗
Cast

Top of the call sheet

  • Heather Gay
    Heather Gay
    as Self
Related

If you’re into this…

  • Talamasca: The Secret Order
    Talamasca: The Secret Order
    2025 · series
  • The Real Housewives of Potomac
    The Real Housewives of Potomac
    2016 · series
  • Queer Eye
    Queer Eye
    2018 · series
  • Unlocked: A Jail Experiment
    Unlocked: A Jail Experiment
    2024 · series
  • Keeping Up with the Kardashians
    Keeping Up with the Kardashians
    2007 · series
  • Man on Fire
    Man on Fire
    2026 · series
  • Freddy's Nightmares
    Freddy's Nightmares
    1988 · series
  • Temptation Island
    Temptation Island
    2019 · series
  • The Institute
    The Institute
    2025 · series
  • The Boys
    The Boys
    2019 · series
SQShowSquad
CalendarSign inJoin
Episodes

1 season · 3 episodes

Running · 3 aired
Season 1
3 episodes · 3 aired
▾
  • E1
    A Bad Mormon
    Aired · Wed, Nov 12, 2025 · 60m

    "The Real Housewives of Salt Lake City" star and bestselling author Heather Gay explores the journey of her exodus from the church of Latter-day Saints, uncovering the dark truth that lie behind the religion's idyllic facade. Heather meets with David Matheson, a former Mormon who has been called the godfather of conversion therapy. Now out and living as a gay man himself, David details the harmful teachings he once practiced and believed in.

  • E2
    The Highest Level of Heaven
    Aired · Wed, Nov 12, 2025 · 60m

    Heather struggles with guilt for turning her back on an old friend who was critical of the Mormon church. When she sits down to hear Ben's story for the first time, his story of abuse rocks her to her core. As Heather digs deeper, the stories of more survivors convince her his experience is the tip of the iceberg. A former Bishop reports on his experiences inside the church itself.

  • E3
    Change Is Gonna Come
    Aired · Wed, Nov 12, 2025 · 60m

    In the final chapter, Heather has the chance to hear from two sisters, Jennie and Lizzy, who suffered indescribable abuse at the hands of their father. Despite reporting the abuse multiple times to their Bishop and high-ranking church leadership, they were consistently ignored. Heather decides it's time to take action.